unfair world......

The world is just unfair.... yes, God never mention about will bring me go through a new prosperous life in world.. however it is just unfair.. the more i think, i more i hate... the more i dun wan to think, the more unfair things just happen to me... what the problems with me..? y should i face such problems like this..? should i just give up..? give up following the road that i walk now..? give up everything and just follow the world road..? how come a prophet can do such things..? God, i really dunno what to do now.. what can i do to face such problems..? do You have any solution to help me..? should i continue to believe in the prophet u sent..? or Your coming is near that fake prophet preach in the name of Yours without Your calling...? can anyone help me..? working and study always the nature of the world... got a person told me that study is always right in the eyes of You Lord.. but how about if the ministry that make me don't have enough time for study..? is it also right..? i know that You will help and supply everything to us including time... however, mentally and physically hurt and stress just make me depressing...  if i continue like this, sure one day later i will leave You Lord... please lead me back Lord... refresh me... i just can't stand over the unfair in the world... i thought there is always righteous and fair in church... but it seems like it not the way i look like... it is too unfair... if like this, it is better for me to leave up every ministry and just become one of the normal congregation than continue to think about the negative things of churches.... just go to church every sunday and listen to Your Words... it is better than facing such unrighteousness and unfair things inside the churches... pastor and reverend always ask congregation that we should use wisdom to care others... don't ever help people just by good heart and being use by others blindly... but the great deceiver is always the pastor and reverend... how come like this..? that u said, u din meant it... what the things u have said, u never work it out..? Bible told us that deed without faith is dead... ever pastor and reverend do the same mistake over and over... i know, pastor and reverend still are human who will make mistake... but shouldn't they understand and know the words of God better than us... but how come they just use us blindly... u think u are the only one who busy..? u are the only who do the work of God...? u always said that there's many harvest in churches but dun have enough worker.. then y dun hire several worker more..? i'm not a machine... i cannot do all the things... i still need to rest... ur working and my working is totally different.. u can rest while i can't..? what a damn theory is that..? u think u is the one who give me my salary..? u always ask others to help u do ur work and u said u are busy than me..? all the bad things, bad name, and bad work u pass to me... and all the glory u take it..? all the work pass to u and u pass it to me to work... after that, never compliment about it and u take all the glory from ur boss..? u treat others just like a slave to master... then how about u treat me...? a dog..? i think is worst than a dog... even a dog got his master caring and treating... how come u can go to enjoy during the working hour while all the job that u should work on that day, just pass to me to do it.? u enjoy ok lar..? me go holiday then like shit lar... can't even go for holiday while u can go relax during working hour.. ur management is terrible and u never wan to make it better and at last, u just know how to complain about our working result...? u never stay before us and think how much burden that we are while u just sit down and relax at home....u never understand about us... u selfish people...