what a tough semester that i have.. have to face financial problem, have to "see others face color".. yes, i know i am poor and you are rich.. but you also not better than me.. just borrow something from you and have to hear to many bad words from you.. then when you ask me to help you carry this carry that, have i say something bad about you.. use your mind please.. the action that you did, just make me feel you are selfish and untrustworthy.. and i won't trust you anymore.. i will not borrow anything from you again.. weather i have the things or not, no... i don't care about it.. as no one care about me.. just let it be..
live alone far from home and no one understand what i feel, what i need, and what i have done, is just the worst feeling that i have.. many people ask me that why you so thin oh..? at kk nothing to eat meh..? what can i answer.? can i just answer that yes, kk have things to eat but i don't have money to buy the food only mah.. when i said i don't have money, people look at me and thought that i just joking.. i never joke about it.. i really don't have money to buy food and goods for my daily need.. do you think i wish to become a thin man.? do you think that i don't want to grow fat..? you know nothing and please do not joke with me.. i never think about to diet.. it just that i don't have money to buy foods and goods.. everything in kk not as cheap as you thought.. you know nothing about me and please shut the fuck up.. yes, you guys are lucky that don't have to face any financial problems as you guys are rich and can go anywhere that you like.. and tease me as a village boy that know nothing.. just tease as many as you want.. when until i reach my limits, then you will regret what you have done...
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