is totally deep depressing.....

i have been told what i dun wan to hear..... did i really that bad..? did i really dunno how to choose a good timing..? what have i done also not enough.... i just dun understand.... whatever, that's not important anymore... although it is hurt.. but never mind... coz i won't... and i will not..... to make myself better... since i am bad to u guys... so i just continue to be bad.... just wanna be a very very bad guy... and become the people u think me is.... i will continue it....