Recently, one of my friend just graduate and started to work as an auditor.... before he get to work, i think he quite a good person... willing to help and sacrifice.... however, reality world is just and reality.... i finally found out that auditor will always count for everything to be just and right.... no more no less.... everything should be in calculation.... i am totally disappointed with him.... just hard to explain the feeling of me to him.... just for a feel ringgit, he can calculate till wanna die.... all things in his brain will be HIMSELF... which is i hate it... i hate people who are selfish....why can people be like this..? all things just think upon themselves 1st.... do they really so important..? they also God's creation.. how come will the reality world important than God's work..? just working for God also need to push to me..? i also a human.. i also will feel tired.... please dun think that u are worship leader than will be very important..... u just using ur mouth.... i have to play guitar and bass..... and drive here drive there.... do i no need concentration and strength... y every words out from ur mouth also got the word "i".... i just hate to hear that word from u....
not only that.... the other thing that u make me more and more hate u is, u are just a liar... u just an irresponsible person.... dun always present as a very responsible guy in front of me... from the way u speech and serve in ministry, i know who the person u are... always announce that how responsible u are... bull shit..... if u dun wan to serve, just say it lah.. no need to find many excuses to push all the work to me de..... just tell reverend that u dun wan to serve in this church la.... coward and bull shit..... always pretend to be 'holy man'.... surfing the Christianity web.... wan to be holy, go to sts study la... work as auditor for what.. u make me think that baptist member's just like u (bull shit)... everything from u make me sick.....
sharing.... God teach us to share.... u..... just know about yourself...... even me as poor as i am, still i will share and spend someone drinks..... u, working 800 a month, no need pay rent, sometimes reverent treat dinner, every weekend free surfing net.... still u say no money...? f*** you..... i work as a part time worker, salary only few hundred also have to treat u eat..? what theory is that..? makan tahi lah.....
*I'M SORRY IF ANY OF THE WORDS ABOVE THAT I USED HAVE HURT ANYONE OF U WHO READ IT*
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