do appearance important for a person..? yes, it do in the reality world we live in... most of the christian said that "no"... because God's look into the heart of a person and not appearance... but actually, how many people can be like God who does only look into heart of a person..? the answer is no one....even the the family in Christ also will do the same... look for appearance... i not just simply say it, but i have experience it... ya, i know.. I'm not handsome... but how can a sister who just learn in the morning about that a son/daughter of God shouldn't look for appearance.. but at the night, when a program started, and u look for appearance..? is that what we actually act..? is that how we're going to do..? if yes, means that we're just like the other person who without God in their heart...
do there any laws state that "if a guy/girl have girl/boy friend and other people shouldn't fall on them"? is there a law like this.? what the hack is that 3 8 girls always gossip..? what the matter with u guys.? can't i love someone who have boyfriend..? i din mean to make them break.? i do just like the girls ma.. is that breaking any laws..? what the matter with u guys that even i like her or not..? is that your problems with it..? i know i am not looking good... but is that a sin..? is it because of i am not looking good that u have to gossip about me...
about deceiving... priest said that God will not deceive people.. yes, i know... but people do like to deceive.. even i myself everyday deceive myself.... i tired of wearing the mask of smile... everyday have to smile to people that act like nothing happen and happy for everything... everyone should know that no one will always be happy forever, lives should have "uphills" and "downhills".... then how can a person will be happy forever..? a pastor told me that "leaf, try to not to destroy your good image.. u as a christian should be take good care of your image.." well, i would like to take care of my image.. but it is a hard task to do it.. i wanna destroy it because i dun wanna make any gossip again.. ya, i know that shouldn't be because it will lead to a negative testimony to people....
about spiritual life.. everyone should have their own spiritual lives.. i myself have too.. but it is drying... pastor told me that we should give, give and give... because the people who give will be joyful... no matter how full is the spirit in your life, u will be dry if u din have any "income" for it... the income here is the comfort, the encouragement, and the support... people will usually say that "i will always support you".. but how many of them do actually mean it..? i dunno about it.. but for me, sure no one will mean it... because i do believe people will forget about me... i'm sure should have frens told the God never forget about me.. ya, i know this truth... my senses are not good enough to sense the present God... i dun have that higher spiritual life that can sense any of the spirit and Spirit of God...
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