SO SAD..... Feeling so bad. Have a time chatting but the content not very happy. Make me feel sad. Because what things that I have done didn't appreciated or being rejected as her own standard. Well, should I blame her or what.? I think, I shouldn't blame her because she don't understand and she don't know who am I facing at. I should have accept her not only good but also the bad one.. However, I still feel sad. Feel so lonely.
Should I continue.? Or should I stop.? Mixed feeling.. Really don't know what to do.. Really quite pain when you love someone more than he/she does.. Sometimes, I didn't feel any feeling of being love.. Others couple so happy to enjoy their time whenever they together or they are separate.. But still they can love each other and care for each other..
For me, already can't always meet up but still feel like I care for her more than she does to me.. And what i felt is that I'm being ignore.. If sometimes I'm too busy, not be able to contact with her.. But she didn't find me.. Why must I always find her first.? Is it only me who miss her only.. Or she never miss me..? I really so confuse.. Although I am in a relationship but also seems like I'm still alone.. What should I do? Really so confuse..
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