Don't Expect

Hi there, is me again. Actually just too bored that would like to write something on the blog. Although I know that no one will actually notice me on what I'm writing. Well, at least is a place for me to express something out. Then suddenly come out the word "Don't Expect" as the title. Hmmm... I think that this word is the word that I need to reflect on my own. 

Don't Expect anything from other people maybe. This is because they may need not to tell you or to show you something that you expect it. For me (maybe I'm to childish), that I always think that be honest to others, be good to others, and respect others will always get them to be honest to me, good to me, and respect me. Well, things are not going to be that easy. Stupid me.. Hahahaha... Learned it and live it.. Otherwise, I will just be as stupid as I am.. 

Don't Expect that everything will going as you have planned. There's nothing in the future will be as you have planned earlier. Well, that's quite true as you are not GOD. You can't control the nature. So, live today to the fullest as it is the last day of your life. Hahaha... Seems like impossible to me.. Because, I not really the one who know how to enjoy the life. I'm a stupid rigid moron that never being to humor and understanding to others. How is suppose for me to enjoy the life? Hahaha...

Don't Expect any miracles will happen. People use to said, "Have FAITH in GOD who is the Creator of heaven and earth, for He will make the impossible to be possible." Hmmm.. That's suppose to be true enough as GOD is mighty and powerful. He created heaven and earth and sure He can do everything that He likes. But the question comes, am I really have enough Faith in Him? I'm a Christian which I always proud to be. But it seems like I don't have really much faith. Or maybe I still really haven't feel the presence of the Lord in my life. The bible said, "if you have faith, you can ask this mountain to move to the sea and the mountain will move to the sea by itself."

Don't Expect to be anyone else. You is you. He is he and they are they. Don't you think that everyone also unique. Why must compare? For GOD created us to complete each other and not compete with each other. Suppose that easy to say it out right? But hard to act it out. Just a reminder to myself actually. Hahahaha.. Just be myself? What are the characteristics that I have? What's the unique that I have? I really don't know about myself. Just know that I'm such a failure. Fail in everything in my life. Hahahaha.. And that's ME...

~ Leif Chin ~