finally...

finally i can relax now... at least for several weeks... hahaha.... i'm going to back my "home" real soon... i miss my home... and also sdk.... and of coz not least is her... although i know she won't miss me.. or even won't think about me for one second.... but never mind la... she got her own choices also... the result although is quite hurt.. but what can i do to help it..? i think back.. at last actually is nothing i can do also... coz i know, no matter what i do, there for sure got people do a lot of nonsense things behind my back.... why my life got so many back stapper..? what have i done that make u guys dun like me..? why must always ruin my life..? i know i'm weak... i alone can't fight against plenty of u... but if i wan, at least i can beat one of u... then worst i lay at hospital la... i just really dun understand.. just straight come to me and talk about me.. dun talk behind ppl.. once you do, there must got ppl do the same thing u've done... haiz... suan le ba.. if u guys wanna talk it... just talk until u guys enough....