can anyone give me a hand..?

Lord God, Almighty and righteous... i dunno what had happen to me and my life... of coz and also my family.... do this is a trial that You wanna test me..? or just an attack from the satan... i really dunno how much longer can i stand firm... i really dunno i can carry the burden till when... i really really very tired... Lord God, You're almighty.. Nothing that You can't do... please help me... renew my strength...

satan, y me..? y do u pick me and attack me one time and other... what have i done that make u attack me...? i do believe u won't win against me... you do know it also... if u wan, just attack me.. and dun ever hurt my family becoz of my sake... just attack me in front of me... u evildoer, just know how to play cheat... useless little evil... just attact me with ur army... ur army will not larger than God's armies... God's armies are stronger than ur weak and useless army... u won't have change to win against me as my God's is helping me to fight against u...

Lord God, Lamb of God.... Lead me through and supply me with everything my family need... i pray that God, You will change my dad's life... You will touch his heart... and once again i announce that my family belongs to You, God... please help my family to solve the problem we face now... i can't ask help from others but only You... God, hear my crying.. please God, listen to my heart....